Leaves & Sticks

It’s a solitary moment When just entering a realm that forbids A glass door separates us from reality When all we see is fantasy Pure love never existed For it became impure when sullied by covetousness I dream of you in a lush garden I walk dew laden steps I slide into water, dreaming that you watch me From another world, flung far beyond time If...if anyone understood me They would know that I exist just for love I love that you seek me in your numerous travails Looking for me in every body, every being It is love that makes you do this to yourself Keeping a close watch on me Always..always watching me I feel so captive my beloved Even when I am free of you Centuries ago, I covered myself with a veil So no other man could ever see me I feel so woman When you are there I just know that it is your arms that I seek A stillness pervades my very being When I am consumed by love for you, however covetous it may seem I ...

It is a lovely moment, touching you, softly, just a feathery touch I whisper sweet nothings to you, from beyond It is a night of wrath, when a woman lies in wait for her lover You chance upon this lonely woman, sitting and waiting in a dew filled garden of the night With just the moonlight softly bathing her A rose petal floats down, burgeoning with unspoken desire, drifting I smile, knowing that a tinkle of my silver anklet can be heard, arousing the still air I lie in a recline, with a soft caress that lets you know that I wait, just for you It is a woman's love and her arresting poise that will bring you to this garden filled with magic It is her divine beauty, her golden hues that melt you and stop you from ravishing her You wait, centuries for her to invite you to make beautiful glorious love She lets you wait, leaps of time, and keeps her veil of modesty She knows that it is only love, desire, and much more that will bring you to her So...

If I told you how I felt, Would I still mean just as much to you? Holding me tight, You let me know that you care. We still have left some of that old magic And a lovely remembrance of times gone by I fear that if I tell you I do love you, Would you pull away and leave me for another? Time runs its course when you leave me once more Time fails again when I meet you and embrace you in my twilight... In joyous abandon, I come to you Reckless in my need When you touch my heart by just a look I melt into divine bliss and I weep to be with you, always... Well, is a love so real that we can make it? Maybe..maybe not, for who is to say that love exists? A question left unanswered by sages, seers and the wandering bard... Bless you my beloved for re-entering my life After leaving me to stare at a fading sky, hoping, waiting... And letting me know that we still do exist... In a morrow that few can peer into... Begin a day with me now...

It is a lovely time When I know that u will come to me free of all shackles Of only feelings that we will share Of love that just does not covet Of dreams that do not possess Of travails to worlds flung far far above Of horizons seen but never walked upon Be warned oh foolish one When you leave me to walk a path that few dare When you love me and endanger me by making me want to die for you Consumed by an unholy passion I now dare the world to look me in the eye and tell me that I have sinned By loving, by creating, by being consumed by a raging fire that few can douse What mindless follies have we committed in the name of love? When we anger,   when we covet, when we do unto the world some wierd sin that few would call Love?? When we threaten to jump into abysses of the mind? Where we drown and embroil in our own created heights of fear?? Never would I, a pure woman, would want a fate such as that.. Wh...

Devastating is my desire When unreaped harvests go missing In a molten gold that we call love I ache to come into your arms Yet I am separated by my loneliness and a world that warns me to be ware I run to you and stop, just so I blush inwardly because I am maddened by just a look of yours It is but a burning gaze, that sears me hollow and leaves me weeping with love Yet you do not care to come and wipe away my warm tears You leave me weeping like the soul less wanderer that you are And rampage on foot for your very next prey Not knowing that a maiden waits lifetimes for you to make her yours Blasphemous are those words that tear into my pink heart That tell me that you will never be mine, to love and to hold I now walk on, on a soft horizon that melts just for me The far flung worlds that I leave in my misery of heartbreak I reach for the stars to warm my coldened heart To melt me into oblivion and render me senseless So I do not awa...

Beauty is just not in nature, in your eyes, in love When I gaze into the sky, why do I just see your face? When I dream, why do only you occupy my dreams? Yet we stay apart, but that is beauty and sadness my love We stay apart, in a world that does not understand how my heart bleeds for you I pain at seeing you, for it is a reminder of my void, of my aching heart We just stay on different planes, because I loved you So much so that life lost all meaning and I believed in God then I stayed pure for your memory, not wanting, not coveting I stayed beautiful in your memory Let that love be called a foolish love They would never understand why I loved someone who did not care enough To bleed from a heart that is stone cold You knew I loved you, yet you fooled me You fooled me into loving you that... That my heart is just pure molten lava for a hell that you will never know I rest in agony, knowing that you exist in a world that I cannot even occup...

Be still you restless heart For you bleed when you move Until today I did not know that crying can hurt me so Oh what folly when you wipe that blood I shed It rots when left to lie unattended A warm red that turns to coal Blasphemy occurs when you allow me to go away Into a night that no one can see A lonely lonely warrior that I am Making wounds deep enough for a heart to hold Fire may burn me But water will consume me When I see you walking towards me with a stride So purposeful So dreamlike It is a lovely day when you tell me you love me And I awaken only to discover that it was just a silly dream And I go back to crying tears of blood Into a pillow soaked with useless tears Of a lonely depressed heart